Tuesday, February 7

TENSION!!

this is my first year in high school... hate it so much.. well my high school name is (i cant tell u) ... the school had more activities than other school untill makes me need to stay back like almost everyday... since my house is so far from my school .. i dont have transport ... my fucking van didnt want to take me after 5 pm and if theres no other kids that staying back with me... yes i just said it the fucking van... im so mad so i dont care, apparently my father the only one that need to fetch me,he been complaining and dont want to fetch me.. bla bla bla.. my mom dont even know the direction to my school, my mom mad at me cuz i dont want to go to boarding school... i dont want it cuz i dont want to stay so far away from my family.. now my family want me to live far away from them .. 

im sick of crying... this year been so tough ... tears cant worth anything.. since i got good result for upsr, i can go to smart school.. which is my school now.. i dont know how to explain my sadness my anger... im seriously want to punch someone in the face right now..and at the same time i need a shoulder to cry for.. :'(  i didnt know high school life is this tough and horrible.. bye u guys.. i just want to lay down and produce more tears